beta as fuck.

> Texting with 7-8/10 girl
> "hey do you wanna come swimming with us?"
> Nahh I'm cool
> play wow all afternoon
> BETA AS FUCK

> Text with 6-7 girl alot
> Her friend asks me if I like her
> Answer "as a friend"
> FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

>Same year, I'm 14
>Different girl, pretty cute, punkish
>She comes up to me spontaneously
>Asks if I currently have a GF
>Say no
>She gets bashful and doesn't say anything
>Walk away knowing I'm too much of a shyfag to ask her out
>Don't talk to her again
>forever alone

>at the park a week before uni starts
>see a few girls there, talk to them with my friends
>cute brunette takes interest in me, sit alone with her for a while and joke around
>don't ask for her number because i'm beta
>regret not getting her number
>look for her on facebook
>find her semi-cute friend instead
>send her a message, eventually get her number instead
>try to use connection with her to find the brunette
>play phone tag a few times, give up
>semester starts
>brunette is in one of my classes
>make eye contact with her across the room
>she remembers me and smiles
>go talk to her after class
>omg i can't believe i'm getting a second chance this girl is awesome
>walk across campus with her after class every day for weeks
>she constantly asks what i'm doing over the weekend giving me perfect opportunities to ask her to hang out / get her number
>still don't ask for her number because i'm still beta
>she starts ignoring me and gets a boyfriend two weeks later

>At a party
>Some wigger douche is bragging about all the drugs he takes, all the crimes he pretends he has committed and his hatred for police (he has apparently killed several) and other authority
>I know the guy, he grew up in a white middle class family and has never done anything like that
>It's clearly annoying everybody
>He asks me if I take drugs, steal cars, and all this other shit
>I reply no to all
>He calls me a goody two shoes pussy
>I tell him that nobody is impressed by how much of an idiot he is, that nobody believes him about the stuff he says and that he would shit himself if a cop even looked at him
>Status: FUCKING TOLD
>Alpha as fuck
>He gets all huffy and leaves
>Cute girl is impressed by what I did, says she likes mature guys who act their age
>Asks if I want to do something sometime
>Look at the floor, mumble something and leave
>beta as fuck